Aptom

I need to get a better quality digital camera to start taking the kind of pics I want. Most of the pics taken were with an old, outdated Sony compact digital camera my parents bought to use for vacations. Usually when I sell a gun, I use that camera to get the pics up to a post on forums or if requested by the buyer. Kind of torn though, I want to save up money for a camera but at the same time I want to buy more guns...plus I also have this urge to save up for a long overdue vacation. So much to buy so little time and money.

I think I'm going to give my art a try again. I took 4 years of it in high school and would have taken it in college had my parents agreed. My problem is I really can't draw what I want unless I'm...angry. It sounds weird but I used to draw to vent a lot of my anger and as a result I often had comments about my submitted work in class. They were an expression of myself and my singular emotion at the time. Don't get me wrong though, its not like I'd be pissed and sitting at a desk with a cranky face drawing super fast. I would let it "flow" in a sense and see what was forming. A lot of my old drawings we exactly that, randomness out of nothin